"BROKEN THIS FRAGILE THING NOW, AND I CAN't, I CAN'T PICK UP THE PIECES"

I once had a crush on this guy. He was a guy friend. WAS--IS in past tense. We barely talk now. We don't even greet each other at school. But just last week, he asked for the mineral bottle I was holding. Well, yeah, I gave it to him though it wasn't even half empty. I really liked him, I guess. I still like him...up to now, I guess. Though I tell my friends that I have this "HUGE" crush to this abother guy, I still don't believe myself.

You could have taken the risk. But then, an ignorant heart doesn’t know too well. It’s like now or never. And you took ‘never’ as an answer because you are afraid of jumping into the water

That was a part of my post in my multiply blog last last last month.

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why THEFLOWERINYOURGUN?

Know the song ONLY ONE by YELLOWCARD? In the video of that song there was a part where a girl who put a flower inside the police's gun. And Ryan Key, took the flower and put it into her girl's right ear. SWEEEEEEEEEEET :)



See 1:53-1:55 and 1:59. That's the origin of my BLOG URL.

Why that song?
The song has a lot of a meaning kasi. And I don't know what's with this song but whenevr I hear it, it always leave me teary-eyed or staring-blankly into sapce. Ooohh :)

AND I LOVE [s]RYAN KEY[s/] YELLOWCARD! The violins are awesome. Their songs
are...LALALALOVE :)

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HANDS DOWN

This was the song that my guy friend played while I was beside him. I was like "Wow, galing naman" He can do the intro ng Hands Down. He was like "Syempre, ako pa". Haha. I miss his "kayabangan". Whenever he does that it just makes me laugh :)

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GROW OLD WITH YOU

Aww. KILIIIG :) The WEDDING SINGER. I am IN-LOVE with that movie. I love the scene where Adam Sandler sang this to Drew. Aww.

BILLY IDOL pehreh!!

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What is it with today that I am so mushy? Ooooh.

Oh, I'll have my hair hot-oiled later :)
Oh yessssss :)

Labels: music

Here are the pictures!

Saturday
I ethnic danced. Yanna was an angel. Hmm. BOOOORIIIIIIING

see me? err. that stupid...malong @_@


I, AS an angel :)

SUNDAY
in CORAL BEACH!! "I just wanna be on the beach, SUNBURN" -> Yeah, I pretty much got what I wanted :)


the hotel where we stayed. There were a lot of foreigners: australian, british, americans, koreans.

night swimming with yanna and mama

chilled with 'em at the room see the beer? Papa wants me to drink it :)
HAHA. I just zipped :)

"CHIIIIIIIILL" While watching WHACKED-OUT SPORTS. Haha. We went "OWWW" "AHH" "OOUUCCHHH". Haha. Heads slammed. HAHA

BILLIARDS 101. I "shooted" balls no. 1 and 9!! YEY!!

PEACE men


we were bored in the room so we played in the mini-playground!! Yipee

our "BEST" jumpshot. Everytime we jump, the foreigners would look at us as if we were retards.

ilovethis :)

Goodniiight with my headless boyplen. HAHA :)) I look creepier than him

MONDAY

GOOD MORNING WORLD :)strolling

that's me. :)Z-y-L-a

Oh, I LALALALALALOVE THIS!!!!! :))

I walked pass by me! That's my twin SKULL :)


It's PEACE :)

we went boating :)

the clear water :)

sunsunsun

the captivating view :)

'tis the best. We swam in the not-so middle part of the ocean. There were beautiful fishes. I LOVE THE BLUE FISHES :)

This reminded of Brazil's Christ the Redeemer


with HELLOs there are also FAREWELLs. Aww. Me and my boyplen according to Mama. HAHA. Mama lets me have a astiging headless boyplen. Labooo. Mama, ASHTON KUTCHER is more gwapo than that headless stranger.




had merienda at Pancake House at Tagaytay. Ooh. It was the first time I saw Starbuck's so packed :)


papa and tito Adam. ella-ella-e-e. UMBRELLA

aww.

mama and me

waddup with my pose?

'twas really coooold


I really had FUN! SOOPER! Oh by the way, at Cafe Lupe we saw a celebrity. Her name is Isabel Blaesi (I think). Hmm, she's pretty. She was with 3 boys whom I think are her friends. Woooh. Chismis. STOP STOP STOP.

Oh, this sunburn is killing me : / I MISS THE BEACH and my HEADBLESS BOYPLEN :)) haha

OH, I BELIEVE IN YESTERDAY

Oh, this sunburn is killing me. Haha. Exxag. I'm back in Laguna! Err. We were in Batangas last sunday and monday. We went beaching :) Oooh. It was so fun. REALLY. I enjoyed it!

Because of my BEACH LOVING, all I gt in return was SUNBURN and of course, PICTURES. Tons of pictures.

SUNBURN = OUCH. I got my "tan" and tan lines are gorgeous. I like my mom's tan lines better. Hers are obvious, mine is umm...well...not obvious. It look so "invisible"/You'll just see it when you take a really close look. Tss.

It's so hard to scratch my skin. Whenever I touch it, it hurts! Ang hapdi!!

That's me with bangs!!

Oh yess. And now, I'm not just an ordinary wicked bastard. I am a wicked bastard with BANGS! HAHA

Oh and I'll post the pictures by tomorrow...or later. Hmm. I' have to resize it all pa nd upload it in Photobucket :)

Yeeeahh! Sembreak is here! And I'm loving it so far. Though my sembreak had started like, 5 hours ago. It's fun not being in the school. But, of course, I MISS MY FRIENDS. Aww.

So five hours ago I was still in school. Why? 'cos we still have to go to the school for the contextualized living rosary. Actually, there were no classes but the teachers told us to still come to school. If we don't then...there'll be consequences regarding deportment grades and such. Tss.

So there, I went to school. And to add up to my misery, I have to dance an ethnic dance. I don't want to, but I guess, I have to. If it weren't only for the grades. I swear, I sucked big time. First, it's because I'm not a born-dancer and second, I didn't attend some of the practices. So yun, it didn't turn out so bad but it wasn't good also.

I'll post the pictures next time. I can't find the camera. Mama probably hid it in the bag for tomorrow. WE are going to Batangas tomorrow!! OH YEAH :)

Yanna, my sister, was angel for the living rosary. Cyndy, my so-called cousin, was an ordinary student bringing the candle. Apol, my friend, was avirgin mary. And I, myself, was a...an...um..a native in some kind of tribe. Worse, I did an ethnic dance. GREAT !!!!!(sarcasm)

At home, mama took pictures of me wearing Yanna's halo and angel wings. COOL. I'll post the pictures next time.

Apparently, I'm painting my nails with color pink. I know that the word "painting" isn't the exact word. But putting a "nail paint" in my nail is like painting in a way. 'cos it's NAIL PAINITING.??? Laboooo. Boo-hoo :X

Why Pink? I don't know, I'm loving Pink, Green and Brown nowadays :) Oh and YELLOW :)

'can't wait for tomorrow. I'm certain that I a mgoing to have fun. Love it. Love it. Love it :))

MR. SUN, SUN, OH MISTER GOLDEN SUN PLEASE SHINE DOWN ON ME...

Sometimes you just can’t tell someone how you feel, not because you dont trust them, and not because they will think that you’re weird but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand. It makes you frustrated. People take things 100 different ways, and that’s why it’s so hard.

- yan ang sabi ni Inday sa press nung nagpatawag sya ng presscon tungkol sa kanyang pagkakabaril.

Check out Inday's site. Buti pa si Inday, sumisikat na. Haha :)


Her love story with the gardener Dodong, her showbiz life and everything 'controversial'.

It's so fun to read this kind of blog especially when you're in need of a good laugh. XD

Sembreak's 2 days away. Oh, I can't wait. Let's soak up in the sun and get a tan! Oh yeah, it'll feel a lot like summer again. Except when it' ll rain. Tss.

Can't wait to feel the breeze of the beach and waking up at noon. One week of sembreak. BADTRIIIIIIIIIP. Only one week. HAVE TO MAKE THE MOST OUT OF IT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALFREDO "Papa", "dude", "pare", "bro", "tol", "george clooney" RODRIGUEZ JR.

HAPPY HAPPY BEER-DAY! Oh man. Your 43 na! Haha. Boo-Hoo! But look on the brighter side, STILL, George Clooney is older than You. Hmm. I know, I know. You're as good looking as him. Oh yesss. Increase ng allowance? Haha. Kidding. Anyway, my "pops" is the best dad in the world. He might not be as hip and updated as other dads are but he sure is one of the coolest dads ever! he doesn't buy me all those techie stuffs but he sure splurges all his love on us. He doesn't buy the latests but he sure update us with what's happening in this world. ?????. He's one HECK OF DIGESTING MACHINE. Haha. He eats a lot of good foods. Bro, easy with the foods. The bump, the bump. Haha. You might want to go easy with the chocolate cake. His love for foods passed on my blood. He influenced me on a lot of things. MUSIC is one. Eversince I was a baby, I have been listening to THE BEATLES, LED ZEPPELIN, PINK FLOYD, EAGLES, SIMON and GARFUNKEL. And some of the BEST BANDS ever. Haha. But Mama said dad never wore thight pants. the spandex pants. Yeah boi :)) Love you papa!


Here are some of the pictures taken. Konti lang talaga yung pictures. I don't know what's up with these people but they were not all in the 'picture-an' mood. Ako lang yata may ganang mag-picture picture. And if you might wonder why the heck do I have this white stuff on my face. It is because of the doctor's orders. The white stuff is the remedy for my pimple marks. Err. Screw puberty.


ron and yanna. Someday..zits..you'll both have.


kissy kissy. see the white stuff on my face?

zoom pare


woo-hoo! I didn't scare him :)


the beerday boii with me and the ice cream :)


I look puh-reeking scary

It's the love for food :)

that's what LOVE is.

luscious daw? laboooo


HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIELLE "WIGGY" WIGGLY" "WIGGLES" LUNINGNING" "WIGOLS" AGAWIN.
I lab this girl. Haha. She's freaking out of her mind. Pramis, she would like to take a picture of my crush's underarm. Waddup with that? Haha. She said that I have to make it my wallpaper here in the PC. @_@. She's always like that. She does a lot of crazy stuffs. EVEN REALLY BAD STUFFS. Lagooooooooot. But despite all of that. the Chismis, betrayal, the malabong pangyayari...I still LAB YOU! mwah mwah!

Screw me, I didn't bring a camera. Gabby brought a cake. COFFE CRUMBLE. It was super yummy. Me and my barkada: Star, Dinah, Ayla, Dianne, Cyndy, Pol, Gab, Indy ate the whole cake! Walang share share sa iba :) SELFISH BASTARDS. We'll never recieve a christmas gift from Santa. We haven't been really nice at all. *sniff sniff*

Ooh La La. I just received a bad news [I consider it that] from a friend. Ooh La La. That in two days, October 25, 2007 to be exact. Ooh La La. my CRUSH Is officially gonna be the boyfriend of this particular girl. Ooh La La.

Ooh La La. Fine. Why October 25, 2007? I don't know. The hell I care.

Man, it's his life. And by the way, he's just the crush. Ssshhh. Non sense.

Okay, okay. Popular boys gets the prettiest popular girls. Err. Setereotyping -> BAAAAAD.

Anyway, for something really SENSEFUL, our Rome Colloseum ain't finished yet. Okay, okay, PROCRASTINATION is THE KEY! We all panicked and now, I don't know how is the colloseum na.

Oh, I didn't get any line of 7's in our exams. OH YEAHHH BOIII! MY lowest is 84% and that is in *tentenenen* GEOMETRY! Hmm. Not that bad, I guess. My highest is 98% and that is in MAPEH [I think]. Oh I didn't actually have the list of the results but I know my lowest is in Geometry. tss. It wasn't surprising though. I am NOT FLUNKING GEOMETRY!! Yey.

We just had the practice for the TEATRO. We have to dance an ethinc dance for the contextualized living rosary. We were dismissed by 4.20. Tss. Actually, I don't want to join but because of SOME matters, I have to.

Okay, okay. Since SIOPAO [that's what me and my friends call my crush]...[and in case you're wondering why, it's beacuse he's maputi like a siopao and he had chubby cheeks..like a siopao? LABO] will have a girlfriend already... MR. ADAM LEVINE, you can now start calling and e-mailing me again. HAHAHA

My SCHIZOPHRENIA.. haha


Oh and tomorrow is my dad's 43rd Birthday and were gonna celebrate it in the house. But were going to a coral beach resort [???] in Batangas next week. WATCH OUT FOR THE PHOTOS. I SWEAR, I'LL TAKE TONS OF PICTURES THERE. and also tomorrow is GAB's birthday. She's my friend :) I'll post an entry dedicated to them tomorrow:)


OH!! STOP! I have a creepy story to tell. Screw me, I almost forgot. Last T.H.E period something CREEPY happend in our classroom. Kasi, our teacher was sitting at the back while we, students, are copying notes in the board. While we were copying our teacher stood up and went outside. Pagbalik, she said "wala namang tao". Then she told us that she saw a "teacher" walking in the corridor and she's waiting for that "teacher" to pass by in the room. Eh nung nag-wawalk daw yung "teacher" nag-stop dun sa outside ng room sa gitna. Nung nilabas ng teacher namin, wala naman daw. And the creepiest part was while she was telling us this story, the light suddenly turned off. Take note, there was no one sitting beside the switch. So it was impossible na someone would turn the lights on and off. After the lights went off, the nxt thing that turned off was the air-con. All of us got creeped-out already. Then the lights went on and off like in a horror movie. Then one of my classmates said: "Ang aga ng Happy Halloween n'ya satin". Then the lights and the air-con went on.

CREEPY.

Okay, okay. Saturday is here and YEY! There's no classes. I am partly rejoicing right no because our exams are over! Oh yesss. All we have to do is wait for the results that could crush or woosh us. I don't know if woosh is a word. It's just my expression of happiness.

Anyway, I'm still not over with the whole glorietta explosion thang. It's just so...indescribable. So since Glorietta was bombed yesterday that means NO MALLING FOR TODAY. We usually shop gifts at either in Alabang or in Makati. So ayun. Eh hindi naman kami makapunta ng Alabang kasi Papa is on Makati.

Since I'm uberly bored I decided to change my blog's lay-out. I've gone so far to look for the PEFECT lay-out for my blog. But I just failed. The lay-outs I have seen don't have the ENOUGH ARTSY-FARTSY look I want. SO I just settled for this black and gray superstar lay-out. Parang it's my last resort. It's really not the lay-out I want. It's just...FINE. MEDIOCRE. The irony is, in my profile I stated: I DON'T SETTLE FOR MEDIOCRE. Hmm, I guess we all settle for the Mediocre when it's our last resort. Sheesh.


Okay, okay. I'll make story-telling na lang.

For the last 3 days we had our 2nd periodical exams. It hasn't been that long since we had our last exam. Considering we have monthly exams, parang every two week there's an another exam coming. So for 3 days rin piga ang brain juices ko. It was fun though, I got to experience 'wastedness' for my studies. 'twasn't really hard but yeah, it was pretty critical too. Especially in Religion, we have to arrange the events between Emperor Justinian and Martin Luther in chronological order. Hmm, Let's just hope my answers are riiiiight. For three days I woke up at 4.30 am. For what? For me study. I am reviewing at that time of day. Why? 'Cos I want to pass the exams. Why? I wanna go to a good university. Why? hmm. I wanna have a good education. Why? 'cos I want to succeed. Why? Dude, everybody wants to succeed in something, who doesn't?

After the exams I went to Krizzia's crib to do our group project. We didn't change clothes. We went in their crib with our uniform. In our school it is 'illegal' to wear the uniform outside the school. That is if you have a gala. Eh considering that we didn't actually had a gala probably it's legal for us to wear our uniform. Hmm, labo. So yun, we went there. We had lunch at Toodie's carinderia ata yun. Jollibbe was packed and so is McDo. Since we are nagtitipid for christmas nag-Toodies na lang. The food was fine, though. So we did our miniature Rome Colloseum. It was TOUGH. REALLY TOUGH. And we should do our miniature rome colloseum with matches and sticks. TOOOOUUUUGGGHHHHHHH.

After that we went to their basketball court to watch a cheerdance practice. Looking at the cheerdancers we thought they were all gradeschoolers. laking gulat na lang namin when they chanted "S-O-P-H-I-E-S, We are the SOPHIES!!!" Ahh, okay, okay. Then we watched some guys playing basketball. Ah..it was okay.

Then after that we went home na. Tenen.

That's all. :) Have a boring staurday afternoon people :)

I'm thinking of my soul's sovereignty,
and I know everything you hate in me.
Fill me up with over-pious badgerings,
to throw them up, oh, one of my favorite things.

This is my second entry regarding the same topic for this day. I'm just so surprised with what have happened. I can't get it out of my mind. I have been searching the net regarding this. Man, I don't know any of these people who got injured and died but I swear, I am really concerned. Not just because I love Glorietta, but because 8 lives were lost. Yeah, I know, theyre total strangers in my life but hey, a life was lost...in just a BOOM. that's it. We didn't see that coming. There were no goodbyes and iloveyous.

So yun, I searched and these are what I found:

sa may escalator:







I guess, ilang beses akong pabalik-balik sa escalator na 'to.









'twas near at starbuck's.





got the photos from: http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/storypage.aspx?StoryId=96375

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