Chaos upsets me. Chaos in the world saddens me. Cheating, Sex Tape, Corruption, Robberies and such. These things make me sick. Everyday I watch news all I see is bad news. O, may holdapan dito. May nagsaksakan dito.People, aren't you tired of this?

Just last Thursday night after watching Grey's Anatomy and drooling over McSheperd I received the upsetting text message from a friend.

It said that our former science teacher has been stabbed and robbed. And was stabbed several times or more with a knife.

Fcuk.

She was being robbed. She insisted and kept fighting for her bag that contained a lot of her belongings.

She lost a lot of blood and was operated. Her organs (liver, small intestine and diaphragm) were damaged. She was also stabbed and deeply wounded in her arms.

Good thing she's now okay.

The school is raising money to help her in her financial needs. Especially now that she needs a lot of moolah. Good thing that someone that was sent from up above donated 50k. The donor was an alumni of our school.

Please include her in your prayers.

Heard that she's the breadwinner of their family. And she had worked hard for her family.

She deserves all your prayers.

To the robber, may your conscience be with you.

Labels: world

OMG!! I am not supposed to blog today but this news can't wait any longer! GAAAAAA. HEATH LEDGER is DEAD. DEAD as in COLD DEAD. DEAD as in with the cold body, no heart beat, no LIFE. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! This is soooo depressing.

So long Mr. Ledger, may your soul rest in peace.


http://omg.yahoo.com/heath-ledger-found-dead-in-nyc/news/5904

Labels: celebrities, death

All is well and fine. Ooh. I realized my last post was pretty embarrassing considering it was all dramatic and melancholic. I know, I know, it was a boring post to read. Anyway, last week was a pretty cool week. Well, I guess that what happened last week was kinda rough...and harsh, in a way. But what happened most last week was really fun, actually.

Last Friday we had our report cards submitted. At first, I was really nervous 'cos I really thought that I have sucking grades. But, I was wrong. My grades were pretty high! Oh yes. It wasn't lousy. It wasn't low low low. Actually it was high high. Yey! And I ranked 17th among all 100 third year students in our school. Cool. It didn't suck that much (as much I thought it would). Actually, it doesn't suck or anything suck-y at all. It's ALL GOOD baybeh! Yeah baybeh, yeah baybeh yeah!!!

And last Saturday, we had our yearly Field Demo and Family Day. It was kind of boring, but hey, at least I had fun. Well not exactly, FUN FUN FUN!!! It was just Fun Fun. And we played BINGO in our school. Hah, I didn't win. But last year I won. It was supposed to be a thousand. But unfortunately, three of us got BINGO in the same round. So we divided 1k into the three of us. 300+ bucks lang nakuha ko. Pinang-inflattables ko na lang.

Also, last sunday me and mama went shopping!! It was really fun shopping with your mother. Not just because she has the moolahs to pay all the bills but because shopping with your mom is like shopping with a GIRL FRIEND! :D :D Goody good :D And another good thing is we share the same shoe size. Hmm. The benefits of it. The moment I saw the HOT GLOSSY RED flats, I knew it was LA-LA-LOVE!! Of course, she bought it. She finds it HOT too :D And we had lunch at Oliver's Super Sandwiches in Glorietta. YUMMY :D I love their sandwiches. They make eating the vegetables yummy! Oh, I love the veggies from the very start of my existence pero when I met OLOVER'S SUPER SANDWICHES and ate their yummy sandwiches, I know I am In-love with veggies TWICE I was. Then we went to Girbaud to buy bags for pasalubong to my cousin and tita. She bought one too. XD benefits benefits :D haha.

Oh by the way, I saw my EX-CRUSH. He was my crush nung 1st year high school pa lang ako. Haha. I remember how foolish I was in believing I was in-love with him. Of course, that wasn't real. I was only 12 then, how can I know LOVE? haha.

Also, a while ago I saw 2 ex-crushes. The first one was my last year crush. He hasn't changed a bit. Same old Same old payatot. Haha. But he's still good looking. Naks.
The other one was my crush nung grade school. I don't even know why he's in my current school. He was my class mate back in grade school but in high school I transferred school. He looked different. Well, I haven't seen him for years. When I saw him a while ago, I couldn't even recognize him. I have to really look at his face just to figure out who's this familiar looking guy. He got taller and thinner. Gaaaa.
I think he saw me 'cos he looked at me. We were classmates back then..and he was my bully...and he's the first ever person I bad fingered. BAAAAAAAAAAD GIRL. I didn't even know whats its meaning. Gaaaa.

I don't understand it. I don't know why I had a crush on my bully.

PICTURE PICTURE!!!

Kanina when me and my friends were about to take pictures but toot-toot. CHANGE THE BATTERIES!!!! Galing. Magling Magaling, I forgot to bring my extra batteries.



BIGOTILYOOOOOO!!! Ang pogi. During the Bingo Game :D We were pretty bored. Obvious naman.


CONGRATULATIONS JUNIORS!!!!! WIN OR LOSE...the batch we choose. ?? Labo.
We got the 2nd place in the cheering competition!! Good start Juniors!!

Sorry ah, ang pangit ng picture. Sa dulo kasi ako nakapwesto and it was sooo crowded sa unahan. Tssss. They still ROCK!! WOW.

Labels: crush, mama, pictures, shopping

Those three words are said too much, denied enough. - Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

I am denying a lot of things I secretly know is true. DENYING--heck, I do my best at it. I secretly keep things certain for myself only. Yes, yes, be it in extreme gaiety or in deep angst and pain. I deny things only to keep myself half preserved and to keep things from being overrated. I keep my feelings to myself. I keep tears from falling down to my newly tanned cheeks and dry into my Nivea lip-balmed red lips. I try to keep my smiles and giggling all to myself for a moment and later on share it with the closest girl friends. I am practically a keep-it-all-to-myself kind of person, if not probably a share-it-only-with-the-few-closest-friends kind.

What I heard the day before yesterday was undeniably both an assurance to something. Assured me of what I've been secretly and desperately wishing about is all just a wish. I've been secretly wishing for it. But hey, if I don't get a wish doesn't mean all of my wishes won't come true.

What I heard also was an irksome take-note to me. A take-note which I totally understand...yet, a part of me still doesn't want to understand it.

Seriously, does he and she have to spell-it out clearly to me? No, I guess.

What happened the day before yesterday was all awkward, and partly painful. I really tried to not hear it. Sadly, in God's intricate will, I did. Even my black mp4 shuffled, playing Say Goodbye by Chris Brown blasted up to its full volume couldn't stop me from hearing it. I had my ears glued to the head set and pathetically, I still heard it. I even tried to talk to my friends in such loud palengkera voice just to not hear it.

...but my mp4 blasted to its full volume and loud palengkera voice was no match from the overheard full-volumed truth.

No one is spelling me out anything. I got the message clearly. Those three words he had said to her was all clear. They couldn't deny the truth to the whole world, unlike me. They are very outspoken to the world with what they truly feel and I, on the other hand,is very elusive about my feelings.

They don't deny their love and gaiety and I deny the pain in their shared gaiety.

Labels: celebrities, love, music

I was watching The Victoria's Secret fashion Show in Velvet while eating pizza. Deeeyyuuumn. Nakak-guilty kumain ng pizza while watching that show. Men, just think about the amount of carbs I'm filling in my body. The food I'm eating can turn into fats. And fats aren't good. And the fact that, I was watching The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show means Hot models with hot body and hot face and hot...everything!!!

And Oh my Gaaa!!! My favorite Adriana Lima was there. Of course naman, she's an angel. She's so pretty :D Naku, I was sobrang na-guilty and insecure that I set aside the pizza. Haha :D Oh and that cute Australian model, Miranda Kerr = HOTNESS :D

Haha. I was repeating over and over again the line "I wish my body is like that".


ADRIANA LIMA!!! If good looks could kill, she could be dead right now. Haha :D.



MIRANDA KERR! She's so cute :D And there are rumors that she's dating Orlando Bloom. It's unfair! Why do the pretty girls always get the jaw-dropping hawt guys??!!!! It's so unfair to be as pretty as that. Haha. Labo ko.Oh maaan, I envy her.

I AM THE GREEN-EYED MONSTER!!! bwahaahaha. --only to Miranda Kerr...and bla.

Here are the other HOT people that I adore:

Of course, I will never forget this hottie. He made me watch movies over and over again. In short, kumita s'ya sa'kin. Ans I adore him. We can live happily together in his chocolate factory. Oh my Johnyyyyyyyyyyy :D JOHNNY DEPP, everybody!


I know, I know, he isn't the clean-lloking guy that i usually go after. Pero, who can resist that adorable charm? He's the sweetness. WILLY WONKA, my dear :D
Got that picture at: www.perezhilton.com


And as for filpina hotness, Bubbles Paraiso is on my list.

I really really like her stunning looks. Very filipina kasi. She looks like an Island Girl. And I adore her skin tone...very morena and flipina.


Who's going to forget the undeniably sexy hawt actor. ALmost all of the guys hate him for having all the girls fall for him head over feet. Admit it guys, EGO is part of your life, personality and being a guy. All of the guys I know secretly (or not) thinks he's the pinaka gwapong lalaki sa balat ng lupa. But when this hawt actor picture comes in, you just want to hit it so badly kasi nga he's stealing (well, it's more of taking it suave-ly) from you. Ladies and gents, the one and only, BRADD PITT!!!




C'mon, who's Ernie without Bert? Who's Chuck without Taylor? (haha. Labo) Who's Bradd without Angelina?? Well, He's still Brad. But, Brad isn't Brad without Angelina. (hmmm.) She's so sexyyyy :D
Years from now, baby Shiloh might be singing "Tell me where'd you get your body from, I got it from my Momma, I got it from my Momma"


She's sooo cute and funny. She cracks up every body in the movie house with her funny lines. Justin Loooong is very lucky to have her.

hell yeah!! it's Drew Barrymore.

And as for couples, their character made me bluuuush upon reading the book. How much more when I watched the movie. And then later on we all found out that we saw in the movie was real in real life. Well, not exactly same as in, like in the movie. I mean, the loooooooooove in the movie.
Tentenen. RYAN GOSLING and RACHEL McADAMS!!!



Hawwwwt. To finish off this entry, let me quote from Jessica "over the top hotness" Alba (after receiving the hottie award in MTV awards):

"Remember that it's what the inside that counts...just not in this (hottie) category"

Labels: celebrities, modelling

What a nice Saturday it has been. All I did all day long was eat, read, play music and listen to it. Ahh...what a non-stressful day it has been.

I was supposed to play badminton today with Ayla but because Yanna got sick I canceled the whole thing. Aww, I feel such a nice sister. Haha. I have to cancel it because I have to do my big-sister duties. Naks. Supposed to be, after playing badminton Ayla and I will go to school to check out our practicing cheer leader friends. Wow naman, cheerleader na talaga. Haha.

Anyway, the whole day I have been strumming and plucking my guitar. Playing old but still, FRESH songs like The Beatles' Imagine and In my life. Hey, I am also learning Roy Orbison's Pretty Woman. Oh, pretty woman. Every time I hear that song in RJ 100, I, unconsciously air-guitar. Oh and for the latter naman, I am also studying tabs of Vulnerable by SecondHand Sereande. Aww. Such a sweeet song...memories of the past still haunts me.

Oh and I still haven't finished reading Zoey Dean's Back in Black The A-List Novel. Woah. People there are so SUPAHFLYYYYYYY (Eric Foreman tone). I utterly adore how these Beverly Hill teens manage to look flyyyyyy. Richness. Ooooh, they are full of moolahs. I wonder if I'll ever be that rich. Yeah, dream on! BTW, I adore Adam Flood. Cammie Sheppard, please, since Good guys bore you give Adam Flood to me :D. Here I go again, I fantasize fictional characters.

My cousin, Joan, just sent me the tab for Drive by Incubus. Oh, INCUBUS is coming to town. My homie, Brandon Boyd, is coming to town. YEY. I wish I can go to their concert. Naku, for sure I'll be needing tons of moolahs just to get the front row tickets. *cross fingers*.

Labels: books, celebrities, family, music, sports

Since I'm basically not doing anything I'll post some of the pictures last week.


We went to the Manila American Cemetery and Memorial. That is where the American dudes who died in the World war II buried. It was a pretty cool place. It made me wish that (if what we call past life is really true) I was an American soldier who died in the world war 2. Kasi, it takes a lot of courage to do what they did. To fight for what they believe is right. And to fight for peace (though personally, I think that fighting for peace is necessarily not right). FRRREEEEEEEEEDDOOOOOOMMM!!!!!!!


the place was really clean. And ang ganda ng view.


Haha. Dating?!daw


RODRIGUEZ!! my cousins and I thought that there is 50% chance na relative namin ang isa jan. haha :D


pamilya :D


Someone out of nowhere shouted "ZAIDOOO GIIIRRRLLLLSSSS!!!!" haha. Ang corny.


chura


cousins :D

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Anyway, mama is away that's why I can't join the cheering competition in our school. Tsss. But it's okay :D I'll cheer for the cheerleaders na lang! YEY!! CHEER PEOPLE!!!
BTW, I'm reading the A-list by Dean (??) Oh, I forgot who's the author. Wow. People there are so supahfly!! haha :D

Labels: cousins, history, sports

My legs are aching, I couldn't even bend it. My back is aching too. My butt hurts. I even think I have a bruise on it. Badtrip.

But...all of those are for nothing. Yeah, yeah, For 2 days I could call my myself a cheerleader and now, I'm just a wanna be.
Mama is going to Leyte to take care of my lola who just had her operation in her appendix. And I can't stay outside the house, practicing up until eight in the evening. So....now I cannot be THE CHEERLEADER (Oh, I love Hayden Pannattiere) hmm. perhaps I can be VERONICA MARS.

But gaaaaaaa, I love Hayden. Why? 'cos you know, he's dating MILO.

Labels: celebrities, sports

Hello 2008!! I was celebrating new year yesterday with my big fat humongous gigantic sloppy PIMPLE. Ahh, nice gift to welcome me, year 2008. (kudos to you, bro) Anyway, my baby, Cucai is soooooo cute. Haha. She was scared with all the fire works and the loud noises yesterday. Every time she'd hear loud noises and paputok she'll jump and hide in her bed. Oh yes, she has one. It's so cute. And when I was singing in the karaoke and half of the house was sleeping, she curled in my feet and slept. Aww, cuteness :D


magic singing with friends and cucai :D

:D

By the way, we celebrated my lola's 80th birthday in Bataan. It was Fuuuuun. Naku, they made me and my cousins play a song. We sang Torete by Moonstar88 (mama requested this song. I don't know what's with this song that made my mom love it) and Hawak Kamay. Haha. I don't know the lyrics of the song so DinDin (my cousin) was dictating it all to me. niiiice :D haha. We did fine naman daw though we pretty much think we kind of sucked. Ewaaan.


playing. See? there's no drums. I was supposed to play the guitar and at the same time sing but since there's no mic stand I just sang na lang. How am I suppose to sing and play the guitar at the same time when there's no mic stand??
and the name of our banda-bandahan?? MY CUZZICAL PINGGAN. Haha. Labo. Cuzzical is for cousins na ginawa lang slang and added a cal and as for Pinggan? ahh. While thinking of a name we saw Tita holding a pinggan. Haha. We chose the so-called band's name pretty randomly.

cousins :D


News! News! News! I have a new crushcrushcrush. Oh my, he made me bluuuush:D haha. but it wasn't the kind of crush that makes me go "OH GAAAAAAAA!!!! YEY!! ME LIIIIIKEEEEEYYYYY!!!! WOAHH!! MEEENNN, LIKEEEY LIIIKEEEY!!!" It's only the kind of crush that made me go "Woah. Niiice" haha. Basta, he's so good at playing drums. Now I'm excited to tell it all to my girl friends.

Oh and then after christmas we went to Mall of Asia's Science Discover bla. It was pretty cool.


I am thinking about Planet X or Nibiru causing the end of the world. Look for ARE YOU READY in You Tube.

HELLO 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Year Resolution? Nah, won't be done anyway. Why bother make one, when I know I won't do it.

So far, so GOOOOOD :D

Labels: cousins, history, pictures, world

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