After hours and days of self-debating over which course to choose between BS Psychology and BS Occupational Therapy, I finally made up my mind.

For past 2 years, I've always thought that I'll be taking BS Psychology for Pre-med. Psychology, ever since, have always interested me. I have always enjoyed observing people and their behavior. (Hmm. I sound intrigera. lol) That's why I've always thought that in the future I'll be taking Psychology.

But I've thought wrong.

After all the hours and days I've spent of self-debating, asking and pondering...I've made up my mind to choose BS Occupational Therapy instead.

Not only because most of the people I asked which they think is better answered the latter. But also because, I think, this course will be more helpful not only to me but to others as well. And besides, even if I won't get into Med school in the future, I could still work in the hospital and help people by being an Occupational Therapist. Despite the fact that this course will take me 5 years to finish, I personally think that this course could be really helpful to me and my family.

I've been praying to God to help me make the right decision. And I'm hoping I'm making the right one. I think I'm making the right one.

So, UST na talaga :) :) THANK GOD. I've been praying for this :)

Graduation day is tomorrow. I'm happy and sad about it. :(

I think I might get dramatic tomorrow.

NO, I take that back.

FOR SURE, I'll get dramatic tomorrow :(

Labels: college, friends, graduation, highschool, Occupational Therapy, UST

I am freaking tired today but there is something I wanna share first before I hit the sacks. Today has been an unusual day. What happened to me today is soooo unusual that I have to blog about it tonight...not tomorrow, even I'm freaking sleepy. It's bad that I have to blog about it NOW...RIGHT NOW.

9 am, when Mama, Papa, Gelai and I left for UST to check our Interview Results. Unfortunately, I didn't pass PT (Physical Therapy) but fortunately, I passed OT (Occupational Therapy). When I saw my name on the list, syempre, I was happy rin. Happy, because FINALLY, I have a school to go in to for college. THANK GOD! I have been praying for this all this time! And Thank God, Gelai passed also. But now...I'm torn between two courses: OT and Psych. I got wait-listed kasi on Psych. Right now, I'm confused on which to choose: BS Psychology (which I have no assurance that I'll have a slot) or BS Occupational Therapy (which I am already qualified to enroll in) . The thing is that, Psychology is my first choice and I got wait-listed. Sa Occupational Therapy naman, it isn't even in my choices but I'm qualified to enroll in. Now, I'm thinking OT is good na rin since it's a good pre-med but it's a 5 year course...so, you get my point.

After going to UST, Mama and I went to Glorietta and Landmark to buy some stuffs for graduation. 6 days to go before my graduation... :(

After, mama and papa dropped me off to Cyndy's place (BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY DY!!) for her party. Ayun, we ate, chikahan, it was FUN!! really!! the food was great...as usual!! Haha. Dehins kang uuwi sa bahay nyo galing kina Cyndy na gutom. lol. XD Then...it was time for me and gelai to go home.

We rode a jeep from Pacita to drop us off to Olivarez. Pagsakay namin, we noticed this co-passenger. This co-passenger, let me tell you, freaked me and gelai out. He kept looking at us and smiling in a freakish way (that EVIL SMILE you see in movies)...then he was holding a lagare (I think you call it a SAW in english). Then when the jeepney driver asked Gelai kung saan kami bababa:
Driver: San kayo?
gelai: Olivarez po.
Driver (darn. Bingi ata): Saan?!?
Gelai: Sa Olivarez po!
Freaky man: Sa Olivarez pala...
Then he smiled that EVIL SMILE again and combed his hair with his fingers (ala Kirsten Stewart in a scary way)
Whenever he'll look at me and Gelai, I'd just pretend I didn't notice and look at other way. But, darn,talagang he was creeping me out. Good thing bumaba na si Freaky-scary-creepy guy before me and Gelai did.

I thought tapos na ang katatakutan...little did I know.

Before even Gelai and I got over the freaky-creepy-scary man, we heard this scary scream of a girl and seconds later, a pull of a trigger. It was sooo near from us. I even saw the man pulled the trigger of his gun. I kept repeating "oh my God!"over and over....then, I saw the man again and then we all heard a gun shot...and then another one, and another one..and another one. I even saw him fire his gun on a wheel of a trycicle. There were 4 passengers on the jeepney I was in, 3 of us are girls and an old man. the other girl rushed to sit beside me when we all heard the gun shot.

Seconds later after the shocking scene....another passenger went inside in the jeepney I was in.

She said the man who shot the gun was a passenger of the jeepney she was in. That man was drunk. And there was this crazy trycicle driver who made fun of the drunk man. Now you see what happens when you make fun of a drunk man?

But what upsets me the most is that the drunk man who was casually carrying a gun, who shot probably 5 shots on a wheel of a trycicle, who scared the living shiznit out of me, who almost killed someone ....was with his son when all of these happened. If that man scared the hell out of me, how much more did his son feel? I am 100% sure that his son was REALLY REALLY REALLY SCARED of him. What kid would want to see his father almost shoot someone?? And why was that man with his poor son when he was drunk?? Where the hell is the mother??!

I really felt baaaad after that.

I still feel baaaaaaaaad even now.

After all these, now I firmly don't believe the old saying "Magbiro ka na sa LASING, wag lang sa bagong gising"

Labels: bad, experience, friends, scary, school, UST

Something NEW TO LOVE <3



TRUTH and RECONCILIATION - THIS PROVIDENCE


If you'd just trust in me
You know I trust you
We'll do all the things that you've dreamed to do
If you'd just let go
If you'd let your heart go

Take me past the color of your eyes
Take me from the past of all my mistakes to where the future lies
I know that my moods were changing like the weather
do you ever dream of us together?
Now I just want to show you who I am

Holding on to dreams we collide
We had our futures
Our reasons
Our fingers on the trigger
When we base our joy on the things that we see
We lose the trust in it all and the faith we believe

If you'd just trust in me
You know I trust you
We'll do all the things that you've dreamed to do
If you'd just let go
If you'd let your heart go
Remember when I used to be your everything?
Now I'm nothing at all
Trust me I've tried to let you go
But I can't move on
I cant move on

What I do now will affect what comes next
And this life that I lead will be everything you need
I pray to be all that you dream
and I'll die trying to be

Labels: music, This Providence, Truth and Reconciliation

At dahil nainspire ako sa post ni Dinah about certain something...or someone, I'll post a blog na rin about certain someone...or something.


Sa Langit - Moonstar88
(Ayan. May background music pa)

Crush. Crush. Crush...He makes me Blush. Blush. Blush :)) Haha. It's been a looong time since I last talked about a "normal" crush. By "normal", I meant the kind of crush that I can see in flesh and not just in,umm, my monitor and TV screen. Hahaha.

It started just this February...and it was really UNEXPECTED. IT caught me OFF-GUARD. Never have I took a second look at THEM. Haha. Or HIM. Never have I noticed THEM (or HIM) THIS MUCH. Now, I always see them (or him.hahahha) in the corridors, food court, LRT, Covered walk...EVERYWHERE. Now, it seems that the world just got smaller for us since THAT day.

Whenever I see THEM (or him), I can't help beut feel embarassed. I constantly BLUSH. I could feel the so-called RUSH and butterflies-in-the-stomach. I could feel my heart beat faster and faster and faster and faster...HAHAHA XD pero, SERIOUSLY.

Before I even "confessed" (as we would call it) to Dinah how I felt, there were already some people who knows. Hahaha. CHISMIS. Pero....it's true na pala, I just didn't know.

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. WTF. ANG CORNY.

But it's not that I REALLY REALLY REALLY like HIM.

It's just that there's a part of me that gets giddy whenever I have a moment with him. AND he's not the kind of guy that I usually like. he's not my ...type. But I don't know, for some reasons, little by little, I'm starting to like him.

Before I started to like him, I had loads of "moments" with him...but I never felt anything, not even a bit of giddiness. but now, when I have less "moments" with him, it's different. Nag-iba ang ikot ng mundo. hahahha :)

And what irks me is that, I spend a loooot of time thinking of him pero...does he ever think of me? I avoid thinking of him (HONEST!) pero it seems like it's inevitable not to. And what irks me also is that, I get excited pag-break time na 'cos I'll be able to see him...pero does he ever feel that way?

Now, I get it. It's UNFAIR. It's not that I'm demanding for his attention but...it's quite unfair talaga. There's always that someone who'll be in your thoughts, it'll be quite inevitable to not think of him...but is there someone in this world that thinks of me the same way I think of him?
Though there were those memorable moments when I saw him look at me (^_^) pero I don't want to be assuming and say that he feels the same way...DUH. There could be a loooot of reasons why he looked at me...it could be that I have a dirt on my face...or....hahah :) Basta.

Hahahahaha. This is sooo embarassing. I'm blaming Dinah. XD

Labels: crush, Moonstar88, music, Sa Langit

After months of planning to change my blog's layout, I HAVE FINALLY DONE IT!!

NEW LAYOUT na 'to pare!!

I'll be bringing back my naughty(lol), sensible(??) and FUN BLOGGING!

Summer is around the corner. Graduation is 12 days away (I'll be blogging about that.)
I miss PHOTO BLOGGING...really!! I have to fix my photobucket account first.Too many things to fix for summer. I have to fix my....

1. ROOM -> It's all but a MESS. Pero, why fix it when it's going to be messy again?
2. HAIR -> Stupid pagboboknay made it dryyy. I can tell that my curly locks is all stressed out :(
3. soon to be COLLEGE LIFE/ENROLLMENT -> Ahh!! I still have nowhere SURE to go to. I don't want to assume, but....err. Like I said, I got wait-listed on UST for both 1st and 2nd choice. Now, the results of the interview is on the 20th, I don't wanna assume that I'll pass because I'm really NOT confident with it. Err. I'm NOT confident, why? Let's just say that I said something I probably shouldn't have said. But who can blame me?? It's HARD TO LIE especially when you know you're being analyzed and observed with every of your action.
   
4. TABLE -> It's all messy too.
5. MOOLAH CRISIS -> I.am.losing.money...Oh please, just let me lose weight not moolahs!!
6. BOOK SHELF -> I have to finish reading all those books that i haven't read. gash. Ang tagal na nun di nababasa.
7. ahh, BODY ISSUES -> Hahahahaha. Nuff said.
8. MYSELF -> Am I prepared enough for College?? I REALLY DON'T KNOW!

I SERIOUSLY missed Blogging. Sobraaaa. WHERE HAVE I BEEN??

I have to get some sleep first. Still have graduation practice for tomorrow 12pm. Cyndy and Ly will hangout here tomorrow. yay. We're gonna have some Wii time :)

Labels: blogging, books, college, graduation, school

REST IN PEACE FRANCIS M. You will always be remembered by all Filipinos :) May your soul Rest in Peace :)

I loooove all his songs :) Especially yung mga collaborations nila ng EHEADS :) THE BEST! FRANCIS M brought out the BEST OF FILIPINO HIP-HOP.

I'm planning to buy 3 stars and 1 sun shirt, kaso, I don't know where is it located :((

By weekend, I'll be "storytelling" of something I haven't talked about in ageeeeeess :)) Ayeeeee.

Labels: Francis M, music

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