I am Back to School. And everything seems to be all screwed up.
Back to school = back to...umm... Pimple causing assignments and projects, Disturbing and Depressing teenage issues and ...EVERYTHING PATHETIC.
Well, I exaggerated with EVERYTHING PATHETIC. I thought of typing HELL, but it'll just make everything a lot exaggerated. So I'll settle with "everything pathetic". It's a lot
nicer anyway.
How am I doing with school? Hmm.. I am pretty back into my system. I procrastinate, cram and pretty much regret not doing my projects a lot earlier. Tss. And now, I am all mediocre. Oh, I don't want to settle with it. REALLY.
My grades were pretty much the same, I guess. But REALLY, I am trying to improve. REALLY TRYING. Oh, oh, I wake up at 5 in the morning to just do advance reading in Filipino. Oh, that Padre Damaso is getting on my nerves. Tss. And I really think that "Chris" [chrisostmo ibarra] is really a nice guy. Hmm. And M.C [Maria Clara] is so lucky to have him. Haha. Look, I am giving them nicknames. :) To those who know me really well, FILIPINO is the least subject I would really study at.
Oh, I am changing :) goody-good-good ^_^
How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the oceans shapeless form.
The waters getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head.I don't know how is my barkada. It's not that we don't see each other every day. In fact, we do. It's just that some seems to be invisible? I don't know. I feel that it's all falling apart. our
gap seems to grow every darn day. "IT" (let's just entitle him/her "IT") seems to drift away from us. "IT" never get to join lunch with us. And it's just...pathetic and nakaka-badtrip.
It's like having a boyplen and the boyplen and you doesn't have enough time for each other. Oh, oh, it's not that. It's just the boyplen who doesn't have a time for you.
And in this case, its' not the boyplen-girlfriend. It's the bestfriends case. Tsk. I really feel sorry for "IT"'s bestfriend. We always try to cheer her up. Tss.
Badtriiiiiiiiiiip.
