Is he completely oblivious of the fact that we were, even once, friends? Or is it just me that is dreaming? Oh, I don't know. Who knows? 'Cos nobody is talking about it. Nobody even knows that "it" truly exist
ED--even for just a short time.
Back then, I was in denial that I like him. That is, because, we were friends. And now, I don't know. We barely greet each other at school. No "HI's" nor "GoodBye's"
And just recently, I was pissed off by him--and him by me.
In a small space we had, it's so hard to walk and fit right there. Oh, it was completely obvious, and hey, did he notice? NOT. I don't know if its his stupidity or what. He was like, doing something annoying with my chair. And I was copying notes(I don't like being annoyed whenever I copy--and most of time, I don't want to be annoyed). So there he went, he was like dragging my chair and I, just looked at him. 'Cos I don't know what he's up to. So, for the second time, he got pissed off (oh, by seeing his face, I know he's pissed) 'cos I haven't moved a bit. Then he said "Dadaan kasi ako" in a very pissed-off tone. I moved, probably a bit, for him to just pass by there. Considering that he's pretty average weighing and looking, it didn't even crossed my mind that he wouldn't fit. So, he didn't fit. And he was like "Aray, Aray, aray" His foot got stucked in the chair I was sitting on. I was like naiirita na. "Hindi kasi nag-e-excuse me" was I could say with matching kunot ng noo. I saw he was pissed off.
And this certain guy blurted out, in my back, LOUD and proud, pointing to my was-a-friend "Diba, NA-IN-LOVE KA DUN LAST YEAR?" In shock, all I could say was "Hindi ahh" and got back top writing...with my heart beating faster and embarrassed.
I know he heard it. I know he did. But, I don't know if he took it seriously. Hopefully, he didn't.
