2007 has been really good and bad to me. It's like and unlike to any other years I have been through. My first two sentence are really magulo. Hmm, there's no perfect description of what I have been this year 2007. I could only summarize it into three words: Magulo, Masaya and Learning.

Just this year I had my hair cut into shoulder length. Cutting my hair in that length is something new to me and my hair. For the last 5 years, I never had my hair cut that short, until the tenth of April 2007. 'twas my birthday and I REALLY WANT TO HAVE MY HAIR CUT NA. And for the latter, last 22nd of November I had my hair cut again. With the same length as the previous. They say that cutting your hair short and having it into a really new hairstyle is a sign of depression. Was I really that depressed this year? Seriously, YES. The year 2007 had been really a roller-coaster ride for me. There were a lot of UPs and DOWNs. And I thought I wouldn't make it. Year 2007 caused me a lot of tears and chocolates(for anti-depressants,y'know)

Since I really want to type down what I have in mind, I'll summarize whatever there is in my mind that I still could remember that made my 2007 a Magulo na Masayang Learning Experience.

-> This year, I broke a friend's heart. And to make it fair, she broke mine too. She bad mouthed or back fight-ed us. I have learned that: When you think that you're so-called friend is your villain, you're just making a bigger fool out of yourself. Take note, powerpuff girl, your "friend" isn't Mojo Jojo. Just take a look at yourself and hear yourself. Listen, you're unconciously bad mouthing her too which makes you an another Mojo Jojo.

-> I had the lowest grades in my report card...ever. When you think that everything is coming easy and there's nothing to worry about, you're wrong honey. I had two *sighs* line of seven in my report card. Both in MATH. I am pretty lousy in Math. 78 in Trigonometry and 79 in geometry. What else could go lower? When I learned that, I mourn and bawled like there's no tomorrow. I was crying over my friends. I was telling them how depressed I am. How pathetic my world is.

...but with that experience, I learned that I have the MOST UNDERSTANDING parents in the world. They didn't get mad at me. They understood me in my situation and gave me the world's best comfort has to offer.

...also, I realized that I have the MOST UNDERSTANDING and BEST IN LISTENING friends too. They listened to me bawl and talk like there's no tomorrow. Even when I got home , they read my thoughts and gave me the best-est sound advices I've heard. KUDOS TO YAHOO MESSENGER :D

-> I joined in the COCC training and eventually, quitted. Why? It was because of my sucking grades. But with quitting, I realized that quitting that training is the best decision I ever made. Not that I didn't regret quitting and wasn't upset about it (of course, I was really upset) It's just that, this decision made my parents think I am growing up and maturing.


this is a pretty stupid picture. I was nakaboknay that time :D

-> I had my fair share of Insecurity issues in the world. Oh yes, yes. I am FAT. I am CHUBBY. My weight and height is above average. I am BIG. I am TALL. I have naturally curly hair (which some people think is my problem). I have really Chinky eyes (that sometimes in pictures you can't see it...you can only see a dash or a dot). I don't have the so-called HOT BODY. SO WHAAAAT???

You have to love who you are and what body are you in to. Right now, I am exercising for my own good and not for other people's eyes. I am exercising 'cos I want to be healthy and not skinny. I don't want to end up looking like Nicole Richie.
And for my naturally curly hair, NO, I don't want to have it straightened. I love it the way it is. It's HEALTHY that's why I'll leave it alone...just the way it is.

-> I gained more amigos :D Oh yes, I did. I may not have a isang barangay na barkada but one thing's for sure they're all my friends. ALL FRIENDS :D haha. They make me laugh, they make me feel like I belong, they make me feel so HAPPY :D They give me LOVE. Aww. Shoot. Ang mushy ah. Yes, yes, they're not all what you call matino (haha. Asa)They do insane stuffs and crazy acts (that's why we usually laugh out loud)but when it comes to serious stuffs they're all-ears in listening. GOOD FRIENDS. GOOD TIMES.


I have REALLY VAIN friends :D OOOOOOHHH. AYLOVEDEM :D




haha. That's me on the right :D nyahahaha. I was talking to Allan when someone took the picture rightaway (without even telling us)

-> I realized that I LOVE MY CLASSMATES. ahh *barf* haha. Pero, seriously, YES, I DO LOVE 'EM :D haha. We really got super bonded this school year. Haha.

class picture :D




-> Me and my sister got closer. She openly talks about her crush to me and I do the same. Oh, sisterly LOVE. Oh, don't be fooled!! Whatever happens, we still get into fights. HAHA :D


-> I opened a new blog account! Cheer for me! And..now, I still remember its password. I swear, I would really keep this blog account as long as I could. Yeah baybeh:D

-> I have my baby :D haha. Don't be fooled again. Easy easy. No teenage pregnancy and I have no plans to top off Jamie Lynn's record (She's only 16 for Pete's sake) Kaya, easy lang. My baby is Cucai. My dachshund baby. Oh yess, I changed the spelling :D No pictures yet. tss..

-> I fell in love with doughnuts. Krispy Kreme anyone? I can smell the honey glazed dough nut downstairs. yuuuum =P

-> I fell in love with SUMMER. No, not Summer of The O.C. (though I really think Rachel Bilson is cute) SUMMER as in with the beaches, sand, sunsets, sun glasses and the like. Oh yesss.


-> Sang Kailangan Kita with justice in Magic Sing and got 90 :D hahaha.


Oh, the list is so long that I couldn't finish it in blog. Yes, there were a lot of experiences and I just couldn't type it all down here because a) It's going to be really long and it'll bore you and me and b) it's too personal. sheesh.

SO, this will probably be my last post for this year and hoorah!! 2008 is 3 days away. New Year means New Beginning. Hopefully, I won't eat too much chocolates next year, y'know what I mean.

So to all of you. Have a nice day and may you all have a productive and non-denominational 2008!! Spread the love and peace.

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