At dahil nainspire ako sa post ni
Dinah about certain something...or someone, I'll post a blog na rin about certain someone...or something.
Sa Langit - Moonstar88(Ayan. May background music pa)
Crush. Crush. Crush...He makes me Blush. Blush. Blush :)) Haha. It's been a looong time since I last talked about a "normal" crush. By "normal", I meant the kind of crush that I can see in flesh and not just in,umm, my monitor and TV screen. Hahaha.
It started just this February...and it was really UNEXPECTED. IT caught me OFF-GUARD. Never have I took a second look at THEM. Haha. Or HIM. Never have I noticed THEM (or HIM) THIS MUCH. Now, I always see them (or him.hahahha) in the corridors, food court, LRT, Covered walk...EVERYWHERE. Now, it seems that the world just got smaller for us since THAT day.
Whenever I see THEM (or him), I can't help beut feel embarassed. I constantly BLUSH. I could feel the so-called RUSH and butterflies-in-the-stomach. I could feel my heart beat faster and faster and faster and faster...HAHAHA XD pero, SERIOUSLY.
Before I even "confessed" (as we would call it) to Dinah how I felt, there were already some people who
knows. Hahaha. CHISMIS. Pero....it's true na pala, I just didn't know.
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. WTF. ANG CORNY.
But it's not that I REALLY REALLY REALLY like HIM.
It's just that there's a part of me that gets giddy whenever I have a moment with him. AND he's not the kind of guy that I
usually like. he's not my ...type. But I don't know, for some reasons, little by little, I'm starting to like him.
Before I started to like him, I had loads of "moments" with him...but I never felt anything, not even a bit of giddiness. but now, when I have less "moments" with him, it's different.
Nag-iba ang ikot ng mundo. hahahha :)
And what irks me is that, I spend a loooot of time thinking of him pero...does he ever think of me? I avoid thinking of him (HONEST!) pero it seems like it's inevitable not to. And what irks me also is that, I get excited pag-break time na 'cos I'll be able to see him...pero does he ever feel that way?
Now, I get it. It's UNFAIR. It's not that I'm demanding for his attention but...it's quite unfair talaga. There's always that someone who'll be in your thoughts, it'll be quite inevitable to not think of him...but is there someone in this world that thinks of me the same way I think of him?
Though there were those memorable moments when I saw him look at me (^_^) pero I don't want to be assuming and say that he feels the same way...DUH. There could be a loooot of reasons why he looked at me...it could be that I have a dirt on my face...or....hahah :) Basta.
Hahahahaha. This is sooo embarassing. I'm blaming Dinah. XD
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